If you have a goal, you do not have freedom
I want to go out and smoke, meet people, chat and drink together. I just want to do this tonight. But I still have to something which I have put off for 4 years. If I go out tonight to enjoy the rest of my time in Cape Town's life, I will lose my one day (a.k.a. opportunity) to go ahead for tomorrow.
Since I came to Cape Town, I have postponed something. That is to make my English books a mop; which means reading twice, three times, and a fourth time - until the books are torn out. Maybe I think it could be one of my good memories. I hope so….
Anyway, from tonight, I do not have freedom to go out. Or do I? I would rather trust myself at the moment.